A hundred days have made me older....

October 15, 8.00 p.m

When horrible unwanted disagreements are happening around you, you tend to stop and think about why all the crap is happening. then you think of all the possible things you could have done to stop those bad bad things from happening. Then you have two options.. your instincts tell you to run... run as far away as you can to avoid dealing with the problem. In most cases that is the option you pick. The other option is (obviously) to stay back and work it out...

whichever option you pick, you must know that it is going to affect you in some way. Its gonna leave a mark. Its gonna alter your relationships for good. And you know what is worse? you cant do anything about that either... you just accept it and move on...

Shit Happens.Life is a bitch.BLAH.

October 19, 11.00 p.m

Okay.. all that was written in a bout of irritation. Now when I read it, I'm thinking, "ohmygod, i just wrote a whole lot of crap" But you know what.. I'm going to post this anyway. Cos when I wrote it, it totally made sense to me. Actually this crap makes sense to me even now. I know people might not see it the way I mean it. I know this might create more misunderstandings. But at least I'm expressing what I feel. and that makes me happy. And every once in a while, you need to do things that make you happy. Just.